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Fri, 04 Jul 2008 22:04:02 GMT

Mmmm, sorry whoever had to see my last post, i just wish I had like well to be totally honest - better looks, better talent, money to spare(well, I am like spending alot of my money in vancouver but just ughsdk. I could've bought something else instead of just wasting it, ughhh and it was because im so effing stupid too. It's going to get so bad later on - i wont have any money to spare AT ALL then and then i'll be telling the actual truth when I dont have any money left and i'm in debt and rent) and ill just stop complaining already coz it's the same old stuff, im really glad its a little cooler today. I would've been even more out of my mind if it was like it was a few days ago when it was like plus 80 or whatever, i guess I should be glad anyway though, vacation tomorrow right? I need to stop drinking milk though - my voice is even worse than normal(ahaha, I'm just glad im not anyone in my family coz they're probably so used to that horrible schreechy sound that is my singing that they're almost immune to it) coz I was drinking soya milk. It tastes really good but mmmmm, i've been like drinking everything in my fridge coz I cant eat everything in my fridge or i'll get even fatter. Buuuuuut I guess i'll finish the icecream, hehee. My internet doesnt like me today though, my downloads are sloooooooow. I realized I hardly have any SNSD stuff, and I REALLY want to download that SNSD Tell me cover but that site with the Youtube download links, its not working for me, but oh well. I gotta finish paacking but I dont wannnnnnnnnnt to. I just want to sleep.

Edit: Ohhh, I just rememberd that we might be going to Seattle too coz apparently we still have US money left over in Kristina's bank account so then we might go there too. Idk, i'll write about it later.

Fri, 04 Jul 2008 06:01:53 GMT

I kind of want to leave already but at the same time i dont want to, I dont even know ahaha. Tomorrow, all day its packing packing, and more packing, updating my ipod and checking my friends list and MSN really quick. My head hurts and im sweating and the fan is like in my face, maybe the fan's too old or something and doesnt make anything colder now. DDD: We've had this fan for iek 5938259 years, haha, i'm not even kidding, I remember using it in the summer when I was like 8. I hope I get to talk to Sarahbum on something before I go, and Elyehsungie too.

Anyway, night night if anyone's still on. Sweet dreams <33 Tell me how you're doing ^^

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 15:46:50 GMT

LOL Okay I just realized that my new haircut? ITS LIKE THE EXACT SAME AS SUNGMINNIE'S MINI DRAMA HAIR OLOLOLOLL! gdsg *Dies* And in some angles it looks like Jaeboo and Tiffany's hair(cept longer than Tiffany's) and OLOL! I was watching Chunji this morning~

This is all i have but GOD ISNT HE CUTE? LOLO gdjsghasdkgjds *flaildies* <3333

It died though, thats why I dont have a lot ^^;; Maybe my internet's just bad this morning, or i dont even know.

Todayyy I talked to Henhen! <333333333 I cant believe shes going to be gone for two MONTHS though DDDDD: Uwahhh~ IM GOING TO BE IN HIGH SCHOOL WHEN I NEXT TALK TO HER. And and and and gusdhgs ;o; I miss her alreadyyy. And I miss my Sarahbum tooo~ I gotta pack today, or do something at least.

Whyyyyy

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 05:55:04 GMT

Why am I still UP? D: jdjgggggusdhh, and i'm such a bad friend. Like not even sometimes LOL I'm just horrible, oh god. And my shoulder still hurts and im being all stupid and insecure about everything because mom cut my hair and it's honestly pretty scary to look at, and that my singing sounds worse than Tiffany live(LOL I LOVE SNSD AND I LOVE LOVE TIFFANY BUT, Im just saying. I sound so bad.) and i guess at least i can.. sort of dance. LOL i was doing this half assed imitation of SNSD's Girls Generation LOL coz I remember seeing Heechul dancing to it during one of their performances and LOL its so fun. And I know when to jump too, ahhaa. I'm so dead tired its not even funny and IM STILL UP. ggggdushd cant sleep. It's DARK and I cant even sleep. Like before it was sbright out so, but i dunno. I miss my Elyehsungie and i dont know if i should stay up to see her or wake up early and watch Chunji to talk to her but I probably cant wake up that early. My hair looks sick, I took pictures but LOL no. And I'm sppsoed to dye my hair in vancity, not going to happen. There's no point in spending 958459 dollars on like two centimetres of hair. Ughhhhhh i want sleeeeeeeep, why cant I sleep?

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 00:09:59 GMT

Sleeping and napping for some reason just isnt doing anything for my headache, ughhhhhhhh. I've downloaded 15 albums in the past hour and for some reason, theres this one Chinese song in my slow songs playlist and its like.. the only one. LOL, for some reason its kind of funny. Im supposed to pack, and get mom to wash my clothes but i dont want to get up so my laptops on my computer chair and im on my bed still. I dont want to take medicine, im not even really sick. I woke up late today. I want Kangtaaaaaaa, i downloaded all of H.O.T.'s albums just to hear him, ahaha. I havent listened to them yet, i will laterr. Thank god, I dont have to work today. I called in and i dont have to, so hooray. Id be dancing around my room right now if i wasnt so guhfdk. Its likeit wont leave me a lone, I haateeeee being sick. I love you Kangta, LOL HIS VOICE IS SO PReTTy. And even in this one, hes just talking(my future wedding song~ its so pretty. Its called Always, on his Persona album I think but i dont know foresure becoz i dont want to check;) So pretty. I want to know what hes saying, i mean i want to know by myself likeee when i can understand Korean. Aiiiiiiishh, i thought it wasnt sick anymoreeee. I loooooooove you Elyehsungieee. And I loooooooove you Henhen, dont be too mad mmmmmm? You always say its okay but its not, are you packing right now? I miss miss miss you already~
Kangta's real name is 안칠현, isnt it pretty?

Edit: My shoulder hurts really badly. Apparently it wasnt just my chest that got sunburned, ggggudsdsklllll

I lied when I said I wouldnt update today 8D;

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:02:09 GMT

Hi~ I thought this was really cool, I saw it on Soompi here. I thought its really coool 8DDD

Uh, bytehway, the picture under the cut is scary. LOL I was like UGHSJG OHMYGOD when I clicked that Soompi thread. But anyway,

"The Chinese Almanac, also known as the Tung Shu, is commonly known as a book of auspicious and inauspicious dates, but there is so much more to the Tung Shu than that. It is a vast mine of information relating to astrology, codes and symbols, derived by the wise sages and philosophers of ancient China. In this issue, we bring to you the secrets from the almanac regarding moles on your face and what they mean depending on which part of your face they appear."

"Position 6
A mole here indicates intelligence, creativity and skill as an artist. Your artistic talent can bring you wealth, fame and success. It also indicates wealth luck, but this can only be fully realized if you follow your heart rather than stick to conventional means of making a living. Success will come if you are brave.

Position 24
You will achieve fame and fortune in your young age and you are advised to use this period to safeguard your old age, as people with moles here tend to have a harder life as they get older."

6 and 24 were mine, it's really cool coz they're like almost the same as where they are on the picture, it's like WOAH. And it's not half bad either, coz i've been told that i'm creative. Kay, I didnt totally read twhen I was replying the thread on Soompi but HOLY. It's like, really really accurate. D: It(number 6) says that I should 'follow my heart' rather than like picking something to make a stable living or whatever and then 24 says i'll achieve fame? In a young age? LOL not really, haha. But it's kind of strange, ahaha, and it says life will get harder as I get older and that's pretty true actually. It gets harder and has been but yeah. Success will come if im brave? D: LOL. *isnt brave at all* Like, oh god, LOL. Calling me brave is like, calling a bunny NOT CUTE. D: Actually, I dont even know WHY im posting this because it doesnt really make me feel that much better about the future(whenever I say "the future" I think of like robots and flying things and aliens LOL D: And Epik High's song, too.) so I guess ahah, more spam for you guys then?

Need to reply Henhen. DDDDDDD: SORRY FOR BEING PHAIL, ILU. Sorrry.

Okay i'm editing this because THIS thread(called "to the skinny girls who say they eat alot..") on Soompi, what a JERK. D: I wont say alot because i'll probably offend someone on my friends list but just, people like this make me mad. Actually, now that I think of it, reading this kind of reminded me of like Blair in Gossip Girl(LOL YES I WATCH IT D:) when she had that 'problem' like eating and eating when shes lonely or something like that, I bet that jerkface that posted that thread had a good laugh from watching that. LOL Idk.
This is what I wrote, ahaha. So much for not offending people but gskgsd. D: I guess it's kind of like well "OUR" side of the story, people on Soompi are really mean, and rude. But it's a good way to pass time so I can get tired enough to fall asleep(I'm so tired D: But I just cant fall asleep, I lay down for a while but eh.) so I guess I shouldnt be complaining but their ignorance made me laugh a bit LOLOL 8D

This is what I wrote anyway:

"^^; Maybe i'm just a little offended easily, but to me this seemed a little.. eh. It could be said more tactfully, but yeah. I'm one of the "skinny girls" because I'm 5"0 and 80 pounds(I'm Fifteen years old DDD:) and honestly, I DO eat alot. I can't go a day without having at least four full meals and of course, the snacks in between hehehehe. I have a bad habit to eat whenever i'm bored, and people always go like PFFT when I tell them I ate the whole big box of chips when i was waiting for them to come over and it makes me a little mad when people tell me to "eat more" and stuff like that, it's like ... but I eat like more than you. D: I was at thanksgiving dinner with my freinds and I had this whole huge plate of stuff and seriously, everyone was like GAWKING at me(and the sad thing is, im not even kidding. D:) and they said .. oh my god, your wasting so much food... and I was like o_o *eats all of the food* and they were all like AMAZED that I actually finished it and I was still hungry for dessert. LOL it was really stupid, in my opinion. And uh we don't tell people we eat a lot because we want to 'inflate our egos,' its just the truth. x_o; Me, my sister and my mom all have high metabolism or whatever and alot of people think that instantly, since some people dont have a fast metabolism they automatically think its impossible for someone to have one and hate on skinnier people and tell them that they supposedly lie about how much they eat. I mean its one thing to be jealous, but like to say that ALL people who are skinny dont eat is just really mean."

See how bored I am though? Booooooored. Booooored. I want sleep but noooo, gdsjgusdgs. I went on Sooompi instead, and now i'm a little ticked off and just really bored. I'm pretty lame but I had to say it, LOl it was so hard not to be a jerkface back though, but at least some part of my brain is working this weekend. D:

So I've been ignoring Kiki for the past ten minutes since she IMed, i'm so tired I just dont want to deal with her right now. This is really stupid, i'm tired but I cant SLEEP. D: ghsdgsg. I miss you guyssss. I need to stop spammingg.

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 05:30:35 GMT

Sorry about before, it's still hot and stuffy and headachey but at least the day's over. Tomorrow will be longg, i'll try not to update then.

Night night, get a good sleep. <333333333333 Oh yeah, and happy Canada day~~ Tell me if the fireworks are nice, i'm not going to see them this year. ^^

<33

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 02:13:11 GMT

ughhhhhhjskdddd i feel so sick it's just, njsmm. I almost never get sick but I have been(or feel like it anyway) right before we\re going to Vancouver. I talked to Dez and I was all super excited but so tired, it was hard to stay awake when we were hanging out. It's really really hot, its not even summer hot or california hot, its hotter than california hot and just, this PEPSI isn't even making me a little bit hyper. It's making me sleepy. I'm supposed to jog(well, haha, i dont know, i dont feel like it but i should) or finish my CDs but i want to sleep but i cant because i want to finish it or at least do some packing. Tomorrow is the parade and I think I just might die on that float because seriously, ahahha. Sorry about my suueper spam crap i've been posting lately, i've been reallly loopy and out of my mind and tired and irritable. I'm in my short shorts and tank top but gidsgjksdgsdk it never gets this hot here, EVER. It might not even be the weather, just my fever or whatever the hell I have because my 5495845945 hours of sleep doesnt help. Neither does the fan, its clicking and scraping noises really doesnt. And its making me even more gdushgdksging because it's just a little hot, i've only worked a few days, that shouldnt even be a problem at all and im so unfit, its ghhhhhhhhhhh i have to be better than this. Like im always like telling people to eat well and get lots of sleep and stuff LOL and then theres like me eating at the odd hour and not doing anything, and not getting sleep at a decent hour or anything. Windows Media Player can go die, its played this stupid song FIVE times in the past fifteen minutes and im not even kidding, His voice is so nice but I want to choke something because now this song is horrible because it wont stop playing. ggggggggggdsgs. Go away Nicholas Tse, Teo, whatever the the hell your name is.

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 15:46:19 GMT

I overuse this icon, LOLOL 8D; I looove Hae. He's so cuuute and half of my usericons are of him 8D
I'm updating again because.. i'm really bored. I just woke up and I should go shower now coz im leaving in a few hours but I'm so bored that I dont wannnnt to.
Really bored, bored~~ I will Remember You by Ryan Cabrera is such a good song. It's the song on the grade 9 video, it's gudshk I love it. Hopefully i dont lose the CD(Our grade 9 grad one, the onen with talent time and the video) so I can watch it later, this year was a really good year for me. Work and drama club was pure stress but the school year and I've been doing so much better than last year and the year before, I LOVED our class this year and I dont even KNOW how to describe it but its probably one of the best years of school i'll ever have. I dunno, it might get better, but I did so much better this year. And DANCE, HOLY. I really really suprise myself sometimes coz like, well, I was having some doubts once it was getting closer to competition and recitals but I really did SO good and I'm going to try even harder(or try to try, hehe) and maybe i'll make even more prgress. It's just coz my memory, it isn't that good. DD: I seriously dont know where it went but it went somewhere, LOLO. Like, I'm thinking its because of asian music and stuff, i'm remembering lyrics and songs and tunes from years ago and I recognize familiar songs like right away when i hear them even if i havent heard them for FOREVER. It's just weird, haha. I have really good memory when it comes to songs and music stuff, but actual stuff I need to remember? D: Yeah. I forget EVERYTHING over the summer and everytime only comes back when we review quickly over it in class or something, it's weird.

My stomache is stilll killing, especially eating like cake and stuff last night, IT LOOKED SO GOOD. Chocolate and strawberries and whip cream and yeah, haah. I said i'd go jogging before we leave so maybe i'll do that tonight or tomorrow night. Mmmmmmm, hopefully today though coz tomorrow's the parade. Shopping today~

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 06:29:35 GMT

Hehehehe, when I was at Auntie Tammy'y house me and Sarahbum were being dorkfaces on MSN LOL OH MY GOD, I LOVE HER SO MUCH. I cant belieeeve how much I misesd her, ahahah dkfkfksjf LOL just HGSGKS I LOVE HER. I had so much fun talking to her and I was like AHAHAHAH *dies*<3 the whole time OLOLOL and she's so random and AWESOME LOLOLOL.

I'm tireeeeeed, but not stuffy and sweaty because theres finally a fan in my room! Buuut now its like impossible to sleep because its so LOUD and like makes these clicking noises and rattling and LOL D: I'll get used to it eventually but I used to be such a heavy sleeper and now I wake up from like, a LOCK CLICKING. D:
Mmm so I was in the washroom just now and bellh, my nose. I've actually never really NOT liked any of my features(LOLOOL IM NOT CONCEITED. D: GOOD INTENTIONS. "DONT GET ME WRONG, OBEY ME" LOl jgdjsgh :D Full House. I LOVE IT.) excepy my nooose. D: I mean I can make it less noticable by turning my head juuust so and taking a picture but mmm, yeah. As much as people say that they dont think people who have plastic surgery are fake, they do, honestly. I mean if I ever had the money and had absolutely NOTHING I would just go for it but people TALK, friends, friends's friends, people who hate you, adn ESPECIALLY my mom's friends. They talk so badly about eachother like ive heard my mom say some really bad stuff about her so called "best friends" and ugh, idk how people can even do that. And anyway, if I ever like say got it reduced a little smaller i'd probably NEVER hear the end of it OHMYGOD SO FAKE, SHES YOUR DAUGHETER AHAHAHA. DDDDDD: And my mom, actually, would probably be even worse. And i already come off fake as I am, like people here. I dont mean to sound like it but somehow I do and then they're just all over me. And that, yeah. D: Makeup can only do so muchh. LOL this is turning into a complain-about-random-crap-that-i-think-about kind of LJ post but I feel like ranting. Well, talking but I cant really co everyones asleep but so im writing about nothing. It just bothers me sometimes, I dont have a fantastic perfect cute little personanlity, im a big grouch face who complains about little stuff like this and gets tired from working four days in a row, I mean its just SIX hours a day, its not a lot like compared to if I were to be a trainnee(still dreaming! I guess stubbornness can be kind of a good thing, I wont give it up til I know i absolutely CANT do this.. i have doubts but i still sing and practice and dance around and stand on my bed like its a stage, LOL) I mean if i cant do this, I honestly probably wouldnt be able to cope with doing work 24/7. And uh, yeah, I dont really have much and not even LOOKS D: guhsks. I mean my eyes are prettttty <3333 And my lips are prettyyy, and its just my dad's huge takes-up-half-my-face nose that kinda makes me go like, so i dont have much talent or steady friends or a nice family or much of a good personality or much money or much of anything and i dont even have looks.

LOL IM COMPLAINING, But im in a really good mood actually. LOLOLO 8D; It's weirddd. I dunno, talking to Sarahbum made my day a whole lot better. LOLOL IM SO HAPPY! Coz coz im DONE work for a whole MONTH. A MONTH. A MONTHHHHHHHHH<333333333sk jkajkjgkd AND AND I GOT TO TALK TO SARAHBUM ON MSN AND SPAZ ABOUT RANDOM STUFF LOL and scary movies D: And.. upsidedowny roller coasters, ushgsgksd LOL IM GOING TO GET SO SCARED. But it sounds like so much fun anyway, hehehe I cant wait til next year~~~ Im really happy ahaha. AND OUR MATCHING EVERYTHING, LOL we are such lesbos but that's okay coz we're Haeface and Sarahbum <33 LOJGSHFJSF EWWWWWWW I SAW A BUG AND IT FLEW AWAY AND EW. DDDDDDDDD: SOMEONE SAVE ME. kdhgjs. its going to be like all crawly and all over my stuffed animals and ME when im sleeping and Ewjhdgdsgskgjd. D:

I probably wont be sleeping for a while.

8D;;;;;;;;

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 17:54:13 GMT

Whyyyy dont I have a feel-like-shit icon? D: I dont even know why, like i slept early and woke up late but sudghksg my HEAD. I read all the comments just didnt reply them behhhhhh, i came on to make sure my clubbox downloads were still going. I'm missing two Full House episodes but thats okay coz I have the rest. Theres like no EHB subbed cept three episodes, and im downloading Adonis Camp right now. LOL Im downloading this all in advanced just in case my laptop really does last longer than half an hour. And plus two days going there, two days back so i might as well have stuff to choose from.
I'm sorrrrrrrrry Henhen, i promise i'll either reply tonight when I get home from work(3-9 Uhgsjdssssssskgs.) or tomorrow when I get home from work(I get off at 3!) probably then. I'm going to bed. [/endspam]

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 04:32:50 GMT

I MISS MY SARAHBUM DAMMIT. D: I want to talk to her before I go to vancity but gsduhgdsgksddg WORK. WORK. DD: No talk, no play, no looove. LOLogdskgksdgsi I LOVE ANYBAND. I was listening to it this morning, or yesterday night, I cant remember. Ugh, tablo. SO so amazing. And Boa and Su and ddddddddsjkgdshg ;o;
I almost forgot about that Summer SM Town album! jsdgsjg IM GOING TO BE IN VANCOUVER WHEN THAT HAPPENS. UWAHHHHHH. D: I'm going to watch the MV and download it and listen to everything on the album anyway and Thomass will be like wdf freak, but ohwell. KANGTAAAAAAAA. D: I, I, ghgsk ITS GOING TO BE SO WEIRD. I mean, no Kangta. DDDDDD: Why cant they like, pull him out of his military job for two seconds and film him dancing around in his military outfit and then he can go back to his happy military life(for a year and a half, but hey, still a long time.) and then we'll all be very happy people.

OH, and anywho, TODAY was an okay day. Not as bad as I was thikning but still kind of bad but my FEET DONT HURT. LOL. And and I DONT HAVE TO WORK WITH MICHELLE THIS WEEKEND OHMGSHFYSFSJDUSKDJSJ SHES GONE FOREVEr, HAHAHAHA. FOREVER.
I'm so hyped up now coz i'm done work for tonight, I worked with Auntie Angie so it was okay. Kayla left early.

I leave for Vancouver so soon, dguhsk its like UNBELIEVABLE. Seriously, it doesnt even feel like summer started yet - well, it FEEL feels like it coz I was outside taking the garbage out at work and it was SO nice and hot and there was a little breeze and it was all sunny and it looked pretty.

Kaykay, SCHEDULE(or a somewhat crappy one so i can remember mainly what ima do that day):

edited X 10000000
- Saturday(tomorrow!): Work 3PM-9PM. I'm going to STARVE TO DEATH. No lunch OR dinner. D:
- Sunday: Work 9AM-3PM, BBQ at Auntie Tammy's house
- Monday: Hang out with Dezirae( JGHSJGHSJF SHES BACK OHMGSFOSDD <3) and Tyrella, somewhere. Go jogging if I can~ Make a CD if I can't. Talk to Sarahbum maybe~
-Tuesday: Canada Day parade. Go jogging. Talk to Sarahbum maybe~
-Wednesday: Call into work - if i dont, finish making CD, jog, finish downloading EHB+Full House+ect. PACK. DONT FORGET TO PACK. D: List of stuff I need to buy @ Vancity+Etown
-Thursday: Wake up early to watch Chunji bora! Finish downloading EHB+Full House+ect. Jog, PACK.
-Friday: Wake up early to watch Chunji bora! Finish downloading EHB+Full House+ect. PACK. PACK. PACK. PACK. PACK. PACK.
-Saturday: LEAVE, FOREVER. YAY. NO WORK. YOU CAN TALK, YOU CAN PLAY YOU CAN LOVE. ANYWHRE YOU GO, ANYWHERE YOU GO ILL BE THEEEEERE(anywhere you wanna go~) gdkshgs <3

dsghdsghsdgskgdskgsd SUMMERRRRR. I LOVE SUMMER. I'll go listen to Red Sun and Leave for Vacation now. sdhgsygh I LOVE SM TOWN. I'm just going to make a huge playlist solely of SM TOWN happy songs.
dkjghhhhhhhhhhgsd
IM GOING TO CRY. I might not be able to see Riaan before I move. D: I might not see CHRIS ever again because he's going to stupid Ballet of Winnipeg. I might not ever see ANYONE ever again because the comp is to BIG, and I might scare the living shit out of Daniel dhgush :[ I might not be able to talk to Sarahbum until I get home from Vancouver, and I might not be able to roleplay all month and then i'll get kicked out of it. gudh.

I'm going to go reply my Henhen, kekeee. 쪽! I LOVE YOU, DONT FORGET ME LJ FRIENDS MKAY. I'm probably going to update 3000 times there ANYWAY but they'll probably a whole lot shorter(or not, LOL. I'm longwinded, or when I'm really excited which I will be in Vancouver coz it'll be dshgsghs ITS VANCOUVER. ) and ILL STILL MISS YOU GUYS FOR TWO DAYS ANYWAY.

보고싶어요, 가만부니쪼, Kim Ji Eunn. <333333333

Im im going to have 노나 노무 예뻐 Replay on replay on my laptop/ipod. dskghjsd. I still cant get over that im a noona. And and and GOING TO VANCOUVER. IM A NOONA GOING TO VANCOUVER.

gdhusdgksd *diedeidid* I had too much, uh, coke. Apparently coca cola has more caffiene than coffee which is weird because it shouldnt coz coffee = caffiene?
I DONT WANT TO GO YET. I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO. D:

I WANT TO SEE AARON AND CALVIN USGHuygyts6tgsyghasgsh BUT I CANT BECAUSE THEYRE PERFORMING TWO DAYS BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS. WHYYYYYYYYYyyyy.

I AM LIKE HIGH OR SOMETHING. Like even more high than Kayla and shes at her BIRTHDAY PARTY. LOL. Apparently theres like 127 people going to her bithday party and she's probably already all drunk and passed out somewhere LOLOLOL HHEHE, OH GOD I WOULDNT WANT TO SEE ME DRUNK. I'd probably be like the worst one ever. Apparently, according to my sister i turn really red just having coolers so then LOL YEAH. TOMATO!JANETTE. D: LOL. *flail* AND id' be all like, oh god. LOL. How I'm like when its 3 in the morning, whoever's seen me llike that that late are probably pretty scarred for life.

I MISS YOU GUYS ALREADYYYYYYY.

Kay, NOW i'm going to go reply Henhen on the RP.

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 23:36:59 GMT

Sorry for spamming, for like the.. fourth? Fourth time today. D:

I dont want to go to woooooork. SAAAAAVE ME SOMEONE. DDDDDDDD: guhugskdgs

I guess at least I dont have to work with Kayla today!
But but oh god, I'm going to cry if I have to work with Sherry, all by my pooor lonesome self. D: hdsgsgsghsghsdg.

SOMEONE SAVE ME. D:

I'm bored, i have to leave soooon. D: Boredboredbored.

Yooriwang, Yooriwang, celllphone, cellphone D: I WILL GET THAT CELLPHONE. And i'll get it by not going freaking insane at work by replaying that song in my head(and this time im not talking about Shinee's song), and why cant work be like actually a litle TINY TINY bit fun? Just a LITTLE. DDD:

This, this is why i'll work harder in dance next year. I didn't take choir though eck. Maybe I'll switch in later.

I dont want to GO. DDDDDDDD:

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 17:05:56 GMT

So,
my clubbox works. And I know it would slow down my computer a lot, but gdshgsk my Firefox has restarted on me at least 15 times in the past twenty minutes i've been trying to download ONE SJM Sina Interview, in the past twenty minutes. Has anyone on my flist who has Clubbox ever had this happen? It wont stop restarting, and everytime I CLICK something it restarts. Clubbox always gives me a headache, uggggghsd. THE THINGS I'LL DO FOR EHB AND FULL HOUSE. LOL. D: I should probably just leave the downloads on at night, but it only lets me do two at a time(well not really, it lets me do one - and then the other one's status stays at Waiting until the other one's done) so it doesnt really work. Guhhhhh. I give up, i'll go download SJM later.

Anyway, today has been a good day~~ ^^

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 13:28:18 GMT

LOL OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD XDDDDDD SUNGMIN SAID. "BABY FACEU" LOLOLLOOO USGUF|Ygsbs I WONDER IF HE WAS TALKING ABOUT HIMSELF, HAHAA. And they're doing that "-nim!" thing again LLO fsjhgjags IM WATCHING 보라!!! FHSYFGSHFF SUNGMIN MADE THR CUTEST FACE IN ALL OF HISTORY BUT MY RECORDING PROGRAM DIDNT WORKKKKK. It was so so so cute, he looked up really slowly and his eyes were all like dhsygs OMGSfsjaf *dies* SUNNYS VOICE IS ADORABLE, her laugh is SO CUUUUTE. <33333
*flail flail*
JGSGOMSGOSMGMG LOL HER VOICE HAHHAHAA. I'm sad thoguh, i wanted to record this~ AWWWWWWWWW SUNGMIN SO CUTE, WHYYY.

- Also, my Clubbox is FINALLY working. ;o; It's a good day today.

- edit: HGINSGOINSGUSNDFSFI THE CHUNJI SONG THING OSHFSKMSGSY ITS SO GOOD. ~~But there was no Wookie. D:~~ IT LIKE, IT IT gyhgsjkd SUNGMINNNNNNNNNNN. *flail* ILU MARRY MEEEEEEE. LOL oh god hahaa, Sunny made the funniest voice ever and was aying something in english LOL(or something that sounded suspiciously like English 8D;) LOLOjsghsk CHUNJI.<3 LOL OH MY GOD THEY DID NOTTTT. OH MY GOD. LOL. THEY WERE JUST DOING A TITANIC IMITATION LOLSGKOSKGLSFSDSLF OLL SUNGMIN SOUNDED LIKE A GIRL AND WAS LIKE JACK, JACK *makes whistle sound* LOL GHSGis HE DIDNT EVEN WHISTLE, EH JUST LIKE SUNG THE WHISTLE SOUND LOL Hfygdbhfdsgggggggggggsd <3

edit again: LO L HOMGODO THEY PLAYED YORIWANG AND SUNNY SHES LIKE DANCING AROUND TO ALL OF IT AND SHE KNOWS LIKE THE STUFF LIKE THE UGA UGA THING HAHAHAHAH, and she knows all the words. LOL. Today though, Sungmin doesnt look really happy today D: He's been frowning a lot for a while now, cept well when Sunny was being aboslutely hilarious LOL but LOL OH GOD SUNNYS DOING LIKE THE HANDMOTIONS AND THE DANCING LOL HAHHAHA. AW! SUNGMINS JOINING IN LOLO <3 LOL WHAT ARE T|HEY DOING? Haha, i need to stop editing this but theyre so cute. UFSYGKGKS I HEARD WOOKIE, I HEARD WOOOOOOOKIE. Its a recording from their anniversary Chunji day, thing, and I HEAR KODA KUMI GHSGJHSH WHUTTTTTTTTTT. I dont knwo the song because i havent heard any of her recent stuff but it sounds nice and its DEFINETELY Koda kumi. Really unexpected though, ahaha, i've never heard Japanese songs on any radio station(well, the ones on Melon and Sukira) til now. I think i'm in loooove<3333

IYFSYSHFYSUIFRYWUDHZJKFJFKSFLAKDADSkdsssssuayrw7gxhfbfsadhbhbsvh

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 20:11:19 GMT

"It was officially stated that Calvin Chen who won the Sunshine Boys competition in Vancouver in 2004 will be coming back for this years contest. He and Aaron Yan will be guest performers there. They will be at the Michael J. Fox Theater in Burnaby British Columbia on August 29."

http://ssn08.am1470.com/

OH MY FCUSFKSFSIYSFI*|oWe7395638uehnfkshgf AARON AND CALVIN ARE COMING TO BURNABY, FREAKING BURNABY IN VANCOUVER UHISYHG7\ys8iuUFH|Sgihs\f AUGUST, END OF AUGUST WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I COULD SEE THEM IN PERSON AYF&STFSNFSY R&^#&*@4329472384o23
s7agjsh IM SO HAPPY, AND KIND OF SAD AT THE SAME TIME BEUCASKEJSUGSR(*WY$7w3wyriwejfehsfs dVNACOUVEWR. KHNSygfl.

VANCOUVER. FUCKKK LOFduhgs7dyigudsfjn I LOVE FAHRENHEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT. gudhag7e53647345834758285938 nAARON, I COULD SEE AAROING\sysd7tdk SO pR|ettught.

IFUY*FYUUsuafhsfjsaf <33333333333333333333333

.. LOL Ogdhgsd I LOVE THIS WORLD, AND I HATE IT AT THE SAME TIME BUT PHMIOGSOD DVNFJSGF VNACOUVER. VANCOUVER. AND THIS STUPID TRAILER IS PLAYING THE BEST SONG EVEREvereVefuehus.

<33333333333333

GODJhsgsufsyeyr8jhyug8745845 FAHRENHEIT. IN VANCOUVER. IN VANCOUVER. IN BURNABY VANCOUVER. OHMYGUFUCUSKSIGNIGS THIS ISNT THE FIRST TIME I WISHED I LIVE THERE KNUASHFHGGSGHSUSHFJSFSFKSFFSKFK. <3333333333333 AAAAAAAAAAARONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, CALVINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

IVE BEEN SWITCHING BETWEEN SHREIKING OF HAPPINESS AND SHRIEKING OF AGON|Y AJFHSYYSFDSF SHGY&Sr357835932589238592358325085293 II LOOOOOOOOOOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU AAAAAAAARON AND CALVIN AND FAHRENHEITHSJGHYS|GT7S6sg67sgsd WHY WHYyyy YSUHDGNMG

I want to see SO BAD. SO SO BAD. THEY STOOD NEXT TO SJM, AND AUYFGSYgfNF SFJDDDNDmD m dadsa THEY THEY THEYM, THEIR SONGS. AND TSYGS&YSH THCUSOCUTE. gjdsug8sd AARON SUNG TUI HOU, IGHSUGY&SYF*SFJSFKJSH AND ADNAUDNDADDN I CAN SEEEEEEE HIM MYABE IF I CONVINCE MY PARENTS NAD IOHOSuhffslffds.s.f.dsf.d.

edit: Okay, after like a half an hour of just spazzing over this, I realized they're guests for a talent show(that Calvin won way back when) and the talent show, I was actually thiinking of going in but you have to be 16-25 in order to audition ;o; UGHSGKFSKF. ANyway, Im trying to find out about tickets and how much and everything because as of right now my parents are saying no because its like two days before school starts. DDDD: I WANT TO GO SO BAD, FAHRENHEIT IN CANAADA. CANADAAAAAA.

I'd probably dieeeee if i ever got to hear them live ;o; Like not as much *ZOMGDIEDFALFSUF* as I would if i heard Suju(and well, two of them arent going to be there) but OHGMSGUSHGSKF FAHRENHEIT. ITS FAHRENHEIIIIIIIIIIIIIT. Gushs <333333333

Ive been singing that boa song that was in the trailer and DID YOU KNOW, THAT FAIRCHILD RADIO IS HOSTING THIS?! FAIRCHILD, THE TV CHANNEl. WITH THE AMAZING CHINESE DRAMAS THAT I CAN ACTUALLY UNDERTSNAD BECUASE ITS IN CHINESE? GJSHGS&GYS&FYS*UFS*FYSFUSFSF <333333333333
WE COULD WIN LIKE AN ACTRESS ROLE AND SINGING CAREER AND USGHSGKSGSGKkgs. Cept well, i'm thinking its more in the Chinese area but its still like OH MY GOD. And it's good practice if I ever want to do SME or JYP(is that even a label? LOLIDK) or something, UYGSHGss. *flail* NEXT YEAR, I'm bookmarking this thing but i'm pretty sure they'll have a new site for next years' because they had ad ifferent site for last years but STILL. Just bookmarking it anyway, so i can rememebr what its called and everyhing. hgudgg

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 05:44:08 GMT

http://shieldkitten.livejournal.com/438153.html#cutid1

I'm not rewriting what I just wrote, i pressed backspace and it went back a page but oh well. Today was a much better day than yesterday, so so so so much better, but it, i dont know. I just wish sometimes. It's going to be like this always for this, isnt it? Unless i try harder, but i cant but I can but i dont because im not supposed to be there. I just want my Ely, a lot right now, its not like im being that discrete anyway - i'm posting this on my LIVEJOURNAL. Haha, see, it's like I get more tarded by the second right?

Anyway, today's Sarahbums birthday! I never made a birthday post coz guhgdgkdsg i fail. I've been sleeping almost all day and played a little bit of sims and it's now. Today i'm staying happy because it'd be stupid to be.. stupid on my awesome bestest friend soulmate's birthday. Hehehe, I bet shes having lots of fun right now and got cool birthday presents(but my ~~cooler~~ present will probably be another day or two~) and heehe, maybe she'll update tomorrow. Or maybe i'll make that post tomorrow, it'll be better than. Sorrrrry.

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 02:42:45 GMT

I havent used this icon in a while, hehe. IM SO HAPPPPPPPPY. HENRYYYY sjhgaksgjksagks <33333333 *flails* I need to go reply on that comm. I've been feeling really sick today though, i dont knooow. Like earlier(after my whole Coca Cola-sugar-high thing passed) my head was all guuughdskgskjgk like throbbing, when I lay down. And I didnt really want to move coz I was like blahhhh and my legs were like too lazy but then I had dinner just now and my stomach hurts and its really raelly windy outside now but it feels SO nice. Ive been like half sleeping on my chair and just left Yehsungie another comment on her hiatus journal, omo. I LOST SARAHBUM THOUGH D: She dissapeared somewhere but it's okay, I can talk to her tomorrow! ANd then sing her Happy Birthday HEHEHEHEHE LOL IM SO EXCITED. It's going to hurt her ears but its going to be aweosme anyway coz its HER Happy Birthday song <33
I need to stop updating this thing. I'll probably come back to edit this tonight, mmmmmmmmmmm. I should be studying math but I dont want to MOVE. My chair its a small spinny chair, the ones with the back that kind of bends back a little but then i broke it a long time ago so it bends like a 180 degree angle(like it goes like flat when you push it down and so its nicer than having it bend like 3 degrees LOOLol and ive been half sleeping on this thing and just doing nothing pretty much. Tomorrow's exam is going to be the worst, hehe, Math is stuuuuuuupid. So today I tracked the present I sent but the site's really stupid and just says that the recent one is it got accepted at the postoffice HERE on the day i sent it so yeah, kind of useless so I guess i'll just wait til she gets it.

HEADACHE OH MY GOD. GO AWAY. I'm goign to go either reply to Henry's roleplay thing, or reply to Annie on facebook or watch some TV or actually study gukkdskkkk. I give up on that Chapter 1 Review thing, its so long and I'm just going to study stuff. Maybe. Or play sims, hehehee. I actually played recently and dhgsgdk I MISSED THE YEHWOOK ENGAGEMENT CUTSCENE SCREENSHOT D: LOL i got the PERFECT one and then i accidently pressed the button again and yeah ;o; IT WAS SO PRETTY THOUGH. LMAO, and you wouldnt guess it(AHAHA) but they got engaged at a COFFEE SHOP. YES. They walked into the coffee shop and there were these two guys checking out Wookie and Yehsung. D: LOL. And then the Yehwook bought eachother coffee and then wehn they were done Yehsungie proposed to Wookie and those other two guys watched them and they had like broken hearts and x's over their heads LOLOLOL! I thought it was funny, hahaha. I have pictures of some of that but i'm too lazy. Mmm

태양은 가득히 ~~~

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 20:20:50 GMT

It's almost summmmmer. <3 Listening to Red Sun and Hello! Summer or like any summer song(or well, any SM town song 8D) is making me like so excited for summer and SO EXCITED. One more final, and i'm DONE at Crystal Park, FOREVER. I still havent taken pictures with Riaan since commencement and sjggjagask im going to miss him SO Much. D: And Chris going to that ballet winnpeg school place, haha. It's going to be sadddd. OH GOD, for a second I thought it was past 5 coz i'm supposed to call in today to see if I need to work but I hope not coz SUMMER, it's summer in ONE day. And it's Sarahbums birthday in one day, fjasbgjsagag SO EXCITED. I hope my present gets there soon, and anywya LOLOL IM GOING TO SING HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY. LOL oh god, jhaha, my voice is bad already like I was singing Red Sun just now and LOL OH GOD, haaha. 8D; And for all the neighbours to hear too, the windows are all open coz its super hot here.

Okay and so the second I came home I just took a whole bunch of pictures(that i was going to do at school but Dunfield was being a fag and like made us go home like right away after we got out of exams. D: I'll take pictures tomorrow though) and so you guys get uhmm more me. 8D; LOL. <3

Jealous of my sunglasses? LOLOLOOLO I WOULD BE TOO. HAHAHAH these are hot, OLOLOLOOLO i got them from my mom. AHAH fkdsgksj <33

LOLOL okay so I dont wear that shirt all the time, i changed when I got home and whenever I take pictures its usually this one haha. LOL, it was sick though, it's only like a 20 minute walk home and I came home and was all sweaty coz it was so hot. D:
MMM and so me and Annie started talking again, ahaha, it's been a really long time. I know I used to be really really mad but ehh, i dunno. It's nice to talk again. LOL ehgkk today I felt really uglllly with my hair like this, it was half up at school today because it was all huge and poofy this morning when I took my braids out this morning but I got a few compliments and I came home and felt better and then i couldnt take pictures at school today so I came home and took some. 8D

Okay and I mentioned this already but MY SARAHBUM'S TURNING 18 TOMORROW. <3333333333 ILUUUUUUUUUU. I'm excited hehe, I wish I could go to her birthday party thoughhhh. Or give her a huge hug tackle glomp thing LOLOL OR NOT, last time I like almost knocked out tracy so.. yeah. LOLF shgaskg IM SO EXCITED. Sarahbum said she's visting like next summer or something so i'm excited for then but then I should probably give her a helmet or something so she doesnt dieee when I give her a huge hug then. LOL IM SO HYPER RIGHT NOW. STUPID COCA COLA. LOLOLLOO SHIWON HAHAHA. He's starting to grow on me, haha. I mean I liked him before but not as much because even though he makes the most adorable expressions and is like perfect and stuff like that I never really could like.. get INTO him or something, for some reason I didnt really like him that much. BUT GOD LOLOLO THE SHIBROWS HAHHAHAHAH. The shibrow macros are HILARIOUS, and LOL I remember the whole Shiwon!Coke obsession AHHAHAHA.

Gotta finish math, uwahhhhh.

<3 ONE MORE FINAL LEFT.
I looooove you, Sarahbum, I loove you buddylist and uhm sorry about the huge giant long post about nothing. Hope you guys had fun today~

Hwaiting, hwaiting hweeeee. 8D ONE MORE FINAL. <3

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 01:29:37 GMT

I forgot to update about this before, but when I was listening to Suju H's Yooriwang(Cooking!), I realized that high pitchy squeaky cute phrases that Sunny was doing on Chunji that one time I was listening to it, she was doing her voice on the song LOOLOOLOLOL!
Tomorrows the science final, oh goddddddd, phail. We're all going to phail. LOL D:
OH But ohmygod, today I was like blehh and then I was going through my flist and THIS came up, and GHSHGS I FREAKED OUT. Usually when I make requests they never ever ever ever get done but sjgjdahgadjg NAD ITS SO PERFECT, LIKE OHgskdggs,dnn. <3333333 ITS SO hsdgsk and THE HAIR. THE SHADING ON THE HAIR. Seriously that is like AMAZING, HOLY MANN. It's it's, jusjgjs JUST LOOK AT IT. AND IT, THE EYES, SO SPOT ON. hgsdjgsdk. <333333333333 *dies*

I'm really tired, hahaa. Chris came over today again~~ He's going to Japan in like... a day after we get report cards. LOL HE BETTER GET PICTURES OF HOT ASIAN GUYS. D: I'd tell him to get me DBSk stuff but he wouldn't, probably, LOLL. BUTTHEAD. He said they're ugly. ;o; Ugsljgksgj. LOL AND THEN HE WAS LAUGHING AT YUNNIES MULLET, LOL that was a long time ago but LMAO. He's still a jerkface hahahah <333

Ughdgksdgksdg WOOKIE'S VOICE. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT SO MUCH. I'm listening to 至少还有你 in Korean and UGHSGJSKG WOOKIES VOICE. jhgdsugdgk ILL CRY IF I EVER GET TO HEAR IT LIVE. A long time ago I heard one of his predebut songs and then it wasn't that good(not saying that its not, but compared to now~) but every so often in that song it'd be.. i dunno how to explain it, like sounds kind of like how he is now. Some parts the whut, THE TALENT like jumps out at you andsjskgasgjg <3 HE GOT SO MUCH BETTER, AW. And kkfkfksafk. I never really make birthday posts to any fandom but now I think I should've made one for him hehe. So talented and so SFUHSGJSFK CUTE. LOL he was chubbier predebut but SO CUTE, his features are still the same(uhmm, duh. LOL hagjs I DONT KNOW) but like i mean you can see them ehhehe AND YSGHSks THE SJM U MV. GYSGGJSGSGSYSgsjgksdgd. <33333333333 HIS HAIR. He looks kinda a little tired though, from what I remember. I WANT TO LEAVE A UFO MESSAGE FOR HIM :[ That'll wait til i can partly read Korean right.

I'm really inspired, haha. Seeing that awesome Hae fanart makes me just want to sit down and DRAW. And andsa gausghs kgass I've been singing so much for the past three days, just singing singing in the morning, at night RIGHT before I go to bed, singing in the shoower(LOL *is lame*) and sometimes I think I can really do it hehe, TODAY i was imagining making it! REALLY. AT AN AUDITION, in Vancouver, I was even thinking of what to SAY. LOL. 8D;
I really love it though.

Omo, time for studying now.

Random but~

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 00:26:24 GMT

I still can't get my diphitongs right. Like I think the only ones I can actually remember are왜(this better be right. D: Wae?), 위(wi), 와(wa). and I know theres more but I can't really remember. I figured out the trick was to read it like for wae it's o-ae and wi is u-i, and so basically if you think of o-"insert syllable here" as w"insert syllable here" it kind of works. :D I've been having a hard time like, how to form a sentence RIGHT. Like I was watching Stairway to heaven(as i've posted about it like 5982 times yesterday about it) nd when Songjoo was all like All that matters is that I love Jungsuh and that Jungsuh loves me. Or something liek that, and I cant even remember what he actually said but i remember hearing a lot of variations like he went sarangeul sarang sarangi (sarang hab(im?)nida, FT ISLAND. LOL 8D I HEARD IT IN ONE OF THEIR SONGS. It means.. I love? I dunno.) jungsuh songjoo, and LOL ugsk. How in the world does that work anyway? Word meanings arent that hard now, but its just the actual forming of the sentences that confuses me. Subject, something something. I can't find anything on making sentences, or making the sentences make actual sense(to a Korean person) and I remember reading something about in a sentence deciding whether it's eul or neul(-eul after a syllable that ends in a constanant, -neul after a syllable that ends in a vowel) but I dont remember it saying WHERE/when to use it, it's weird. It's like a sentence particle or something, I think.
I''m just writing this so i dont have to do my math, eisgjdksg. I dont even have my math final tomorrow, it's social and I still havent started. I might bomb this one too, uhegh. I know my science wont go so well, uh, and my math either but my socials one probably be good. Just a little bit of review and i'll probably do good. ^^!~ I've been doing my math for the past houuuur. Boooored.

Lyrics

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 06:07:21 GMT

I know I need to stop updating this like 59482538 times a day but mmm. Nessa came home tonight and said London Drugs gave away free Avril Lavigne CDS and she gave one to me, loolol, and i have this one song I like because it was on one of Janessa's videos and I liked it and the lyrics are so nice. I was meaning to download this a long time ago but i never got around to it. Im not an avril lavigne fan(well i mean til I was 11 but hey) but the lyrics are nice and I dont know why but I really like them.

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

I butchered some of it because its so repetitive but I like it anyway.

I'm not really sad, just really tired. Crying's supposed to make people feel better but I think i did too much ehehe Stairway to Heaven, I still love it anyway. Hmmmmmm~ I want to learn acoustic guitar. Or electric guitar LOLOLOL i dont think im that hardcore haha, I just want to play like Sungminnie and Hae! Sungmin and Wookie's song, that one one they did on Chunji this one time(LOL, descriptive, I know), it was so nice but i'll probabbly not upload that anytime soon. I'm not really looking forward to work again, I guess it'll be okay. Today wasnt that busy so tomorrow probably will be really busy, hehe, I guess I kind of lucked out coz I was hostess today and tomorrow I'm bussing. Theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do, theres no other way when it comes to the truth~ So keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through, make it through. ♬

Tomrrow when I get home I have to finish my math quick, mayebe take a few hours and then the rest of the day will be strictly(or not, i'll probably end up on here anyway) studying Social studies because I NEED it. Kind of, it's actually a good subject for me but I dont trust it haha, my memory is actually not that bad but sometimes hehe. I still really want to write that Kihae but I dont remember that perfectly thought out story I was thinking of in my head the other day, hmmm. What should I do~~
Night night, sleep better than me kay?

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:07:52 GMT

I posted again earlier but I sounded really gay rambling on about Stairway to heaven and how film studies made it like OH MY GOD WHUT now and it just sounded really weird, so uh yeah. I kind of missed dinner, I was watching my drama and doing my math homework.. and yeah. Being the smartass I am, I was like oh no I wasnt hungry. LOL D: IM GOING to die at work tomorow. Is anyone on?~ I'm still bored, hehe.

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 23:15:49 GMT

There's nothing to doooo around here, other than studying and work. Boooring, so boring.

I came home from work like two hours ago and im even more bored than I was there(if thats even possible). It was an easy day though, just hostess-ing and so i didnt have to do stock or anything. I work tomorrow, then exam exam exam and then i'm done. I need to study and do my stupid math arleady but I dont really want to because all i've been doing all day is nothing, like boring crap. That's whyyyyyy an office job is like GOD NO because then id like throw myself out of my work building because it's so boring there. LOL. Maybe i'm too picky, ahha~ All jobs are boring anyway. g8ugsdk. AND i'm drinking WATER right now. WATER. LOL. I havent drank actual like pure bottled water in like 59348529835938 years because i always have juice or milk or soya milk or pop and yeah. This is how bored I am. I go drink water, LOL IDK. SOMEONE SLAP ME IN THE FACE OR SOMETHING. I don't even want to watch Full house anymore because i'm so boreddd. That's like almost depressing, hahaa. I've never used this mood thing, EVER. D: Uwahhhhhh. This phails.

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 07:00:53 GMT

Goodnight, I love you!
I dont want to work tomorrow(or today, it's 1 already). Mmm.~