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After a long time of watching my weight and appearance and being generally a bad friend to anyone who did happen to enjoy my company at one point or another, so first off I just wanted to say I really owe all of you an explanation - and to some of you, a long overdue apology. I'm going to take my time to write to a few people personally because i dont want to appear like this is just a one time "oops" and then eventually go back to being horrible to you, so really expect a fullblown apology and I mean it. I'm still that giddy, fangirly, slow person that never returned that tank top i borrowed from last summer(sorry Joelle) inside but I'd like to think I figured it all out today. When I say that I dont mean I figured out everything in my life, I just realized today that I might have just found what I've been trying to all along. And that I was never right in the first place. My words get all jumbled up when I try to get them out, but -
( This is for anyone who still remembers me. )
Lots of SJM love under the cut.
Just keeping this for refrence(LOL *DEFENCE MECHANISM AGAINST HARDCORE ONLY

☆♥소녀니대 화이팅 영원히!!!!!!!♥☆
우리는 항상 우리가 사랑 상관없이 여기에~
I ranted about this earlier but I wont repeat it. Girl power ^^ ~~~~ Go SNSD!
Edit: GOD I NEED TO RANT AGAIN. I've been on and off CRYING about this whole thing and its annoying. I really love their voices, i've been listening to their album on repeat. And other than what i was ranting about earlier, I forgot to mention those people that critisized SNSD's singing. Uh, well, live singing is ALOT harder than it seems(I've tried it, skip roping and singing -- and let me tell you, it did NOT sound pretty.) and honestly they've gone a LONG way from when they had first debuted, their singing live has gotten SO much better and they don't deserve all of this hate. They're really talented and have nice songs and that's all that should matter in terms of their fans and anti's. How would the ELF's and Cassiopeia's like it if they made it as a singer only to be hated for years and years because they're GIRLS and because they're "stealing their oppa's"?
SNSD 영원히, fighting!
Listen to this okay~?

보아 언니 - 이제 여러분의 꿈이 실현되고 미국에서, 꼭 성 공하기를 바랄 뿐입니다. 행복해요, 즐겨요, 언제나 okay? 사랑해요~~~ BoA 화이팅!!

LOL when I first saved this picture i was dear LORD what is Sungmin.. doing. LMFAO.

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The thing that Sunny always does, hehe. So cuuuute. <3
Night night~ I shoul go to bed soon.
... My school pictures today though? Not so hot. LOL. *cries* IT WAS SO UNCOMFORTABLE AND SHE M
And Daniel, oh my GOD, he is the cutest freaking AHGUSDHHVG|USY!!! Boy on this planet. LOL. SRS. We were in Home ec, and we were sitting on WAYYY opposite ends of the table(and we still havent.. really talked.. LOL. D: ) and he flashed this big smile at me and I was like AWWW * SMILES BACK * 8D LOL HES SO FRICKING CUTE I WANT TO DO H
Do you want looove, and I want looove. The memories are beautiful, never let you go~ do you want love.. and I want love. LOL I WAS SINGING THAT OUTLOUD WHEN I WA
ALso I really miss Yehwook D: Even Horoscopes say they're relationship is doomed and ITS NOT FAIR. I WANT YEHWOOK.
I really dont want to go to school tomorrow, i'm so tired. But no coffee. So right now im okay. LOL I was telling my friend today on the bus OH MY GOD I NEED COFFEEEE D: And she was like LOL WITHDRAWL. And I was like ....... D:
.. OMG I JUSTR REALIZED I HAVE A CHOCOLATE B
So i'm doing this Periodic Table Puns worksheet that im supposed to hand in with my project - and its like IMPOSSIBLE.
http://geology.isu.edu/geosciences/perio
That's the periodic table. And an example of the puns is: "What you do with a wrinkled shirt - Iron (Fe)" or "Mr. Mony's enemy - Antimony(Sp)" or "What you do to flowers - Platinum(Pt)" or "Thanksgiving guests - Indium(In)" or "Part of a whole - Hafnium(Hf)" are some of the ones i figured out so far.
Heres the ones I still need to do ( AJHGSJD ;o;)
1. What you do in a play
4. Someone who likes to start fires
6. Your brother or mine
7. Extinct
11. Police
8. Warrior Princess
9. A nice guy
13. This man followed the yellow brick road
15. Monday night TV show
19. Place for washing dishes
20. Drink in an Al can
21. What happens when you lasso a horse
24. What a cloud does
HELPPPPPPPPPP PRZ OKAY I GIVE YOU MACRO?
Edit : ... LOL I GOOGLED "PERIODIC TABLE PUNS" AND T
Hyori is also really HOT. LOL, seriously!
Maybe I should go excersize more, need sleep.
I was going to write about something else but i dont remember.
LOL so when im emoing, I make ridiculous things like THESE
OH YES I DID. LMFAO.
.. LOL. *X-posted at Shibrows comm*
Tam Sien-Ying
(Jy4 ob8 nt3)
LOL okay so I finally found out how to type my name on the computer which is pretty awesome。 I can hardly remember learning how to write this in VBS though LOL I LOVE it 8DDD
ajsghjshg i hate typing in English when the language is set as chinese because it comes out all weird and flat and the dots look like the japanese dots. LOL And aside from people who HAVE Chinese installed on their computer - does this even show up on your guys’s computers?Let me know if its showing up okay? Ahaha. And for some reason my typing keeps switching from Chinese to English even though it’s on the A on the language bar thing。 Something i’ll probably never find out why it does that, but oh well。 LOL, SEE?ITS THAT REALLY WEIRD JAPANESE/CHINESE DOT。
And OH, if anyone here knows how to read~~You should tell me how to read my name in Mandarin, that would be COOL LOL 8D!!! I wish I had a cool Mandarin name like Kuixian’s though, LMFOA, OMG IF I EVER HAVE CHINESE BABIES, LMFAOOOOOOO I really really like that name. I made fried rice。 Eh。 LOL。 I’m going to FAIL Home Ec, like really。 LOL。
I’m tired, I fell asleep at my laptop AGAIN and i mean like, idk well I havent really been getting decent sleep lately and its like aughusdhgjdghsdghg!!!! I guess at least im not falling asleep on the floor anymore but god damnit lmfao,since ive been packing on the pounds its like *squishes laptop to death*LOL, the poor thing。 Iget tired so fast its unbelievable, like the day i woke up at 8 for registrations? I started getting REALLY sleepy at 2 and.. LOL well yeah, if i have to wake up at 6 or 7 to catch the bus i'll be falling asleep at lunch and thats not good. I should really make myself tea but im really lazy so im typing this up instead.
1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Vices
5. Love
6. LiveJournal
Ask me a question from each category. Then post this in your LJ and have people ask you questions.
I want to go to the beach with Kibummie!~ WHYYYYYYY D: WHY DO I LIVE IN THIS CRAPHOLE CALLED GRANDE PRAIRIE. I miss Vancouver a lot right now, just me, the warm sand and the AIR and the blue sky and also getting hit by a vollleyball is not very fun but it was one of those little kid ones, like the plastic blow up ones? LMFAO I thought it was funny! And I just miss the beach and how it was right next to downtown and it was so nice and it was perfect and warm and i could wear my sunglasses their alll day at not get looked at funny. Haaaaaengbok came on! I love this song, so much. And its so nice, I really want to go back there.
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Also i thought you guys should know, this fu juk is SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD hdgashgahg!!!
I also miss Sarahbum. ;o; Hwaiting Sarahbummie!
(sorry about the stuff on the mirror)
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LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL I WATCHED THIS AND I LOL'ED SO HARD WHEN HE FELL AND COULDNT GET UP OMFG, HUAN HUAN. XDDDDDDDDDDD
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WHEN YING YING'S DOING THAT LITTLE JIGGLE DANCE AND SPINS AROUND OMFG LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I wish I bought more of those cups at Mcdonalds, LMFAO. JIAYOU BEIJING(AND MASCOTS)!!!!
LOL AND OH MY GOD, THEY RACED.
Listening to FT Island REALLY makes me want to take up guitar, or at least some kind of guitar. Im having a problem choosing between Acoustic and Electric because I like them both and I'd play them about the same amount, ahaha. Since im retarded, i'm getting my Phone, then Ipod Touch, then Electric ORRR Acoustic guitar. In that order. I can't get both, or i'll really go broke. =X So much for all the money i saved up, I'll have none when I move out, thats for sure. I kind of want a keyboard too but my work schedule is way too spontaneous to even get lessons. And since i'm lazy~ haha, maybe i'll learn piano someday but in the near future it's staying guitar.
AND CHRIS ISNT MOVING! HGGAAUFJSDS!!!!!!! 8DDDDDDDDDDDDD
LOL I'm pretty happy about that but SHHH nobody, you tell nobody. Why is the song im listening to call Electric Guitar? D: LMFAO ITS MAKING ME WANT ONE EVEN MORE JUST SO I CAN PLAY FTI SONGS LMFAO HGASGDJFAFGG!!
Its gorgeous right? It reminds me of Vancouver, the bridge and the LIGHTS and the water and it's so effing pretty, I'm going to get a shot like this when I go to live in Vancouver because seriously, it would be fucking GORGEOUUUUUUS. I'm going to go around when it starts getting dark and just walk around with my camera and take pictures because ahgjsagks Vancouver. <3333333 And when nobody's there i'll run around and be like he-eere, past all the li-i-ights, where everything is clear~ nothing seems to change, how I love you ♪ I Love Vancouver. ^^
So right now as you can see, i'm downloading FTI'S NEW ALBUM AGJKAJGSGHADASSKKHGFAWY!!G!!G!GFFJAF AND I WAS JUST TALKING TO WOOKIE YESTERDAY OR THE DAY BEFORE ABOUT HOW I HAVENT LISTENED TO THEM IN SO LONG AND AFUAISKAJSHG&YDGT EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3333333333333 FTI AMOGAGMAYHDSGFABG. *cries* ITS dONE DOWNLOADING.
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WOW, they sound even better than before(IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? jdshgds!!!) and WONBIN, OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDD AgahgsuJGASHJFJS HIS VOICE IS LIEJAUG^ATG^SEYFgs *fainnnnnnts* WHY DOES IT SOUND SO GOOOOD. I mean i like dhis voice before but Hongki always was like NUMBER ONE and GFAJGHSJSGJ WONBIN!!!!!!!!!!X73261471247124gvdgsvf5s
I downloaded Linda Chung's album, I saw like 98295 million of her dramas on Fairchild TV when I was at Vancouver, and that one girl at VBS I SWEAR Looks JUST like her. I was like EEEEEE *fangirls inside head* LMFAO 8D; She is really pretty, and her looks are distinctive but pretty but you can tell its Linda Chung at like one glance. AND ANDANDANDN SHES FROM VANCOUVER AJGSSJS! I wiki'ed her name and ANDNADAHGSGHS FROM VANCOUVER. 8D!!!!!! And most of her album is in Cantonese which i love <3
I need to download the Biter Bitten and Heart of Greed later, they're so good. I wish I could find the drama i watched last year on Fairchild, the one with the dog DDD: That one was such a good one, and I only saw one episode.
Her voice is actually pretty nice and the songs are nice but idk theres something I dont like about it and its not the typical music i like but ITS SO ADDICTIVE. 8DDD!!! The beginning of 其實我不快樂 sounds like FTI, LOL udshgsh 8D!! Like the guitar and everything, it seriously does. LOL IM SO HAPPY BECAUSE I CAN UNDERSTAND PART OF THESE SONGS AND ANDNADNDAN I KNOW WHICH ONES ARE LIKE THE BREAKUP SONGS LOL 8DDDDD!!! Its cool, hehe, its too bad there isnt that many good Cantonese singers though D: Maybe I need to look harder.
Title: Sunlight
Pairing: Kibum/Donghae
Prompt: Flowers
Summary: To explain a few things before you read it - basically, the narrator has some type of mental disorder, has to do with some sort of extreme case of paranoia and social anxiety because of several reoccuring events in the past that never seem to stop.
Warning: Written in the morning, probably run on sentences. So if you absolutely hate run on sentences, you may not want to read my incoherent 2 AM thoughts.
A/N: Whoever's POV you want. I didnt give names or distinguishing characterstics where its like I KNOW ITS ___ because its funner to read it how you want, right? ^^




